optimism or stubbornness?
When does optimism and faith become just pure stubbornness and idiocy?
I've tried to force enough situations to know that when I still feel doubt and hesitancy, despite my ferocious optimism and tenacity, that doubt means something and I need to listen.
I feel stuck and conflicted and confused but I don't need to. I don't need to try to force something just because I'm tired of waiting. It never works out well.
I talked myself through my initial doubts and over-analyzation and reminded myself to surrender control, to trust, and that everything will work out (it always does).
But as I moved forward, my doubts didn't disappear - as they should have - they compounded.
I've tried to force enough situations to know that when I still feel doubt and hesitancy, despite my ferocious optimism and tenacity, that doubt means something and I need to listen.
I feel stuck and conflicted and confused but I don't need to. I don't need to try to force something just because I'm tired of waiting. It never works out well.
I talked myself through my initial doubts and over-analyzation and reminded myself to surrender control, to trust, and that everything will work out (it always does).
But as I moved forward, my doubts didn't disappear - as they should have - they compounded.
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